i have prepared but i guess it is not well prepared..my fault!
ari tu satu malam tak tido, dan satu ari tak makan..air pun tak minum...nervous mcm ngan apa tah...and because of this im suck..serious...fact dah master and i know ape yg suppose aku ckp masa penggulungan tu..tapi tak tau la...everything was wrong...sedih sangat.down gila...dah la kena marah ngan judge...and i got this problem...to pronounce "available".....
judge bengang...sebab katanya it is obvious i'm reading..and yes i guess so...so die suh la wat orally w/o seeing the notes..agak tergagap..but lastly he said, i can do that and it is look much more better than before...tapi still down..serious malu...
whatever yg terjadi i still thankful sebab banyak yg aku balaja...
- it is normal kalau nervous tapi must control
- tau tak lalu nak makan sebab nervous..tapi at least minum..kalau tak...denyutan nadi kita laaaagiiii kuat...then laaagiii nervous
- tido at least 1 hour...ni pun penyebab kita akan bertambah 3 kali ganda nervous
- it's ok kalu rasa memang suck gile....tapi jgn takut utk teruskan
- kalau rasa language truk...its ok..don't bother its too much..just wat je...its show ur effort
- do your best and dont prejudice your client..time ni kena sedar yang we seek for the justice
- kalau rasa dah prepared, jgn amik mudah...sebab kadang-kadang tak prepare sangat pun
so..ending je rasa nak down gile..but i know we must think positive kan? yeah....its end kawan2....and its fun!
thanks to Mr. Rajesh....for being honest with me! =P
kawan2 my dearest firm mate...i'm sorry..i have done my best and itu je yg niza leh sumbangkan utk our firm...
ok..i dapat 6.5 je over 10... =)
to my dearest firm mate gak..i'm so sorry if entri2 ni ada yang menyakitkan ati anda sume....but it's all apa yang aku rasa..if korang terbaca....maaf..! dan maaf juga sebab treat korang macam tu..sorry for being too fussy and even emo ngan korang...sume benda tk kena kan? but thanks for being so patient with me...i love all of u so much and it's true!
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